Monday, February 20, 2012

Suicide Note...


Neither he was afraid of being diluted, nor was he a shy
Amid his desperate space of words, his untainted imaginations tend to fly.

He was good at literature, but no-one tried to determine
Before he got rid of that prejudice shadow, his thoughts lost its shine.

He do not like his studies, neither able to handle its pressure,
Every time he score less, he justify himself with his owing literary treasure.

But the people around wants him to swim, against his own thoughtful flow
And that unseen competitive stress around him, urging his naïve mind to blow.

He only loved his ragged notebook and nothing else ever amused him to thrill,
He dreamt of being a ‘Poet’, with his more than ordinary and unorthodox writing skills.

A part of world around him was deaf and a part of it is blind,
As neither they able to hear his music of words, nor his works being able to get a ‘find’

He managed to sail his literary ocean, with the help of his imaginative oar’s thrust
But he was always criticized and let separated, with that undue and abnormal disgust.

He sometimes felt lost but not at all defeated,
Most of the times his stubborn thoughts found to stand naked and emotionally untreated.

That conditional gap to fill was wide, but for others it appears to be thin
For him, it's almost like separating himself, from his confused and restless innerself within.

Pressure to prove himself started building within his shriveled nerves and brain,
But he somehow convinced himself not to give up and not let out his thoughts to drain.

Thus, one day he decided to capture them all on a clean piece of paper
But the traumatic fear of ensuing failure, couldn't allow his thoughts to let spur.

That evening was dreadfully silent, with no signs of any air breeze
and his face looks confusingly steady, as if he'll going to let himself freeze.

“Leave me alone…” is finally something, what he helplessly able to wrote
On the half torn, last page of his poetry notebook, as a noiseless Suicide Note !


-unbound mohit

Monday, February 6, 2012

helpless...


So what I can soothe you, I can’t feel your pain
Maybe, I can quench your thirst but cannot be your rain.

So what I am with you, I can’t comprehend your isolation
Maybe I can cherish you for a while, but can’t avoid your stubborn frustration.

So what I’d guide your ways, but couldn’t destroyed those hurdles
Maybe my thoughts had feed you, but cannot unwrap your own thoughtful bundles.

So what I can make you smile, but can’t eradicate the barrier to your happiness
Maybe I can improve your future, but couldn’t convince upon your past to confess.

So what I can tap your head, but can’t pour sleep into your eyes
Explored your inner self many times, yet struggling to unfold those feelings in disguise.

So what I can walk along, but never bring across your lost destiny
Maybe I am there to wipe your tears, but couldn’t absorb your dusky agony.       

So what I can make you visit to mosque, it’s tough to sprout the seeds of faith
Maybe I can spur my love on you; still it’s not easy to extract love, out of your hate

So what I say ‘Good Night’ daily, but can’t turn your nightmares into sweet dreams
Maybe I can reduce that noise around you, but couldn’t suppress your own conscience scream.

Searching altogether desperately for you, within you
Eagerly waiting amidst for your dark clouds, to turn blue

You are trying hard to hide your emotions that are standing undress,
and I am struggling to incubate new hopes in you, being almost helpless...  
    

-unbound mohit